Goodnight?

Not being able to say goodnight to you

killed me last night,

I wanted to talk to you,

tell you everything,

and put you sleep with our ritual.

I had no idea how much it would hurt me,

it hit hard, and I can’t sleep.

My heart hangs in limbo,

unsure of everything because I can’t hear your voice.

But something tells me that it’s ok,

you’re asleep right now,

and I should be,

but I can’t sleep,

my mind is on full speed,

my body still exhausted.

Places I’ve been,

people I’ve seen,

it all goes away when I think of you,

it all goes away because I’m feeling blue,

I got your ring yesterday,

and it makes me sad,

that I can’t slip it on today.

I love you too much

if it hurts like this,

I can’t stand this pain,

not again…

Please call me love,

I love you too much,

and miss you even more.

I’ve written this poem now,

and it’s just past 4…

I had to get it out,

because it’s killing me.

You’re the only one,

who gives me stability.

my heart hangs in limbo,

but I can’t hang on though,

give me a call love,

I miss you

I

love

you